Friday, December 30, 2011

Prozac Nation...

“I'm the girl who is lost in space, the girl who is disappearing always, forever fading away and receding farther and farther into the background. Just like the Cheshire cat, someday I will suddenly leave, but the artificial warmth of my smile, that phony, clownish curve, the kind you see on miserably sad people and villains in Disney movies, will remain behind as an ironic remnant. I am the girl you see in the photograph from some party someplace or some picnic in the park, the one who is in fact soon to be gone. When you look at the picture again, I want to assure you, I will no longer be there. I will be erased from history, like a traitor in the Soviet Union. Because with every day that goes by, I feel myself becoming more and more invisible...”
Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition.

Monday, December 26, 2011

Love is a parallax....

Arrows that lacerate the sky, while knowing
the secret of their ecstasy's in going;
    some day, moving, one will drop,
and, dropping, die, to trace a wound that heals
only to reopen as flesh congeals:
    cycling phoenix never stops.

So we could rave on, darling, you and I,
until the stars tick out a lullaby
    about each cosmic pro and con;
nothing changes, for all the blazing of
our drastic jargon, but clock hands that move
    implacably from twelve to one.

Then jet the blue tent topple, stars rain down,
and god or void appall us till we drown
    in our own tears: today we start
to pay the piper with each breath, yet love
knows not of death nor calculus above
    the simple sum of heart plus heart.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

"Your beauty reminds me of angels, for your radiant light shines upon my darkened soul."

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

''Anxiety does not empty tomorrow of its sorrows, but only empties today of its strength.''



Sunday, December 18, 2011




If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song





Thursday, December 15, 2011

Not...Kissing you goodbye



Cut yourself in conversation
Cut the line to make me feel alive
'Cuz you know I'm not alive

And leave me with your complications
Take your life, you feel like taking mine
Meeting god we stand in line, not alone

Nowhere to go, I'm not leaving
Not going, I'm not kissing you goodbye
On my own, I'm nothing
Just bleeding, I'm not kissing you goodbye

Trust to take the right to leave me
Waiting under dark clouds for the rain
Praying lightning strikes a change
As history gets lost and
As I took that final breath I felt alive
Meeting god to stand in line, all alone

Nowhere to go, I'm not leaving
Not going, I'm not kissing you goodbye
On my own, I'm nothing
Just bleeding, I'm not kissing you goodbye

Don’t let me go, don’t say good bye
'Cuz you know that I'm not alive
Don’t let me go, don’t say good bye
Don’t let this love die
Don’t let me go, don’t say good bye
(Cut yourself in conversation
Cut the line to make me feel alive)
'Cuz you know that I'm not alive
Don’t let me go, don’t say good bye
(And leave me with your complications
Take your life, you feel like taking mine)
Don’t let this love die

Nowhere to go, I'm not leaving
Not going, I'm not kissing you goodbye
On my own, I'm nothing
Just bleeding, I'm not kissing you goodbye

I'm not kissing you goodbye
I'm not kissing you goodbye


“To every word of love I heard you whisper, the raindrops seem to play a sweet refrain.”

Monday, December 12, 2011

Amplify Love....Dissipate Hate

DeAr DaDDy

"Skin"

I drift away to a place
Another kind of life
Take away the pain
I create my paradise

Everything I've held
Has hit the wall
What used to be yours
Isn't yours at all

Falling apart, and all that I'm asking
Is it a crime, am I overreacting

Oh, he's under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him
I've got a reason now to bury this alive
Another little white lie

So what you had didn't fit
Among the pretty things
Never fear, never fear
I now know where you've been

Braids have been un-tied
As ribbons fall away
Leave the consequence
But my tears you'll taste

Falling apart and all that I question
Is this a dream or is this my lesson

Oh, he's under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him
I've got a reason now to bury this alive
Another little white lie

I don't believe I'll be alright
I don't believe I'll be OK
I don't believe how you've thrown me away
I do believe you didn't try
I do blame you for every lie
When I look in your eyes, I don't see mine

Oh, he's under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him
I've got a reason now to bury this alive
Another little white lie

Oh my permission to sin
You might have started my reckoning
I've got a reason now to bury him alive
Another little white lie

Skin

“You can chain me, you can torture me, you can even destroy this body, but you will never imprison my mind.”

Thursday, December 8, 2011

In my life I search everywhere to find you, but in my dreams you are always there with me, your hands in mine, touching the stars, flying in the sky as the moon brightens our night.

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Thursday, December 1, 2011

One fire burns out another’s burning...
One pain is lessen’d by another’s anguish...